Thursday, February 24, 2011

Cloud 9 Update

So I went out with The Greek again last night. Again I had a wonderful time. We went to Max Brenner's Chocolate by the Bald Man. It was unbelieveable. We had desserts but the food was so good. I was in sugar shock by the time I left. He's working every day and night for the rest of this week so I won't see him till next Thursday but that's ok. Maybe we'll finally kiss by then I dunno. We'll see. All I know is I'm enjoying myself and that so far he's good to me. So I'm thrilled. And that's all that matters right now. We'll figure out the rest as it comes. :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

Blogging from Cloud 9

So I've been in a state of giddy girlish excitement since early last week. I can't even remember when exactly. I've been seeing The Greek more frequently and omg hoe different he is from Blue Eyes. I had already arranged to meet him on Thursday of last week, and Thursday was such a beautiful day here. I texted him in the morning asking him how he was and stuff. He replies, "I can't complain the sun is Shining. We're meeting for coffee later. It's going to be a good day." Well that was it for me. If I wasn't giddy stupid before I certainly became that way after. And why wouldn't I be. I really do like this guy of course its still early on but he's been so nice so far and I don't know. I want to believe that things will be good. That they are good. That he isn't jerking me around. I don't think he is but I also don't want to be blind to the possibility that he might be. It seems like he's interested. I know I am. It's just going to take some time is all. He did mention something about going out this week again. I just need to know when he wants to go. It's his schedule that's messy with his long work hours. But I'm glad that he does work and that he's dedicated to doing his job. Right now I don't care that he works in the food industry. He's got a good head on his shoulders and he's responsible. He wants to buy his own house. To me that's a def sign of maturity that Blue Eyes hasn't even grasped yet. I've been wanting to buy my own house for the longest time I just know I can't afford it right now.

Ok anyway I've lost my train of thought now because I started this earlier this morning and it's now later in the afternoon!!

To sum it all up... I'm happy I'm seeing a guy that so far is being good to me and I hope it keeps on in that way. :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

Women are supposed to make the first move?

Blue Eyes and I were talking - Yes I know I shouldn't be but I can't help it - and he happened to mention a moment that we shared in his car that night I saw him before I left for Greece. He said that he was waiting for me to kiss him but that I pulled away and it's baffled him ever since.

I said to him well if you wanted that to happen why didn't you. He told me that's because it's just how it is. I have to make the first move. When did society change so much that men expect us to make the first move in a potentially romantic situation? Don't moron men know that a woman wants to be swept off her feet first, THEN she takes the reins and calls the shots??!??! 

I'm too damn old to be playing these high school  games!!!

Friday, February 4, 2011

The Greek

So I went out with The Greek last night. We went to the Philly Car Show. It wasn't bad. Really interesting. I can say that I was in a room with a Bentley, a Rolls Royce, a Ferrari, a Labourgini, a Masterati, and  an Aston Martin.  That's probably the only way I'll ever get to see those types of cars again. :)

Anyway, we had a good time. I know I did. He said he did. Then we walk back to the parking lot and he said, "Be careful getting home and keep in touch."

What's that shit about?


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Week from Hell 2

This was just bad. My brother is almost like a son to me but he's still a brother. There are seven years that separate us but still I was like a little mommy to him all my life.

He's been nagging at my mom since the fall about going out to this school in Seattle. He just wanted to up and move there without knowing if he was even going to get into the school, where he was going to live. Nothing. I say this now because he never communicated any other information back to us other than he wanted to go. My mom went online and found out more information about the school. She told him I want you to apply to the school, I want to know that you have a place there and that I know what you are going to do there by yourself and not be starving on the streets alone without a way to come back home. She was even willing to pay his tuition, rent, utilities whatever. She was just thrilled to see that he showed some excitement over a college to go to. This seems reasonable to me. I never saw anything wrong with her demands. I mean if you really wanted to go somewhere or do something wouldn't you do everything you could so your parents could see it your way? Like apply and get accepted to the school, apply for a job etc. And as a parent wouldn't you want that piece of mind to know your child is safe and secure?

Ok I find that I can't type much more without wanting to cry. So to keep this short I'll just say that he booked tickets, hotel and a car for himself and his friend to Seattle back on 1/13. Didn't say anything to either my, or our parents till ONE HOUR before his flight, hid his suitcase in the backyard and left for Seattle yesterday afternoon. Supposedly he says he's coming back but I am so heart broke it isn't even funny.